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I turn off my car and absentmindedly rub
the keys between my fingers. I don’t need to drive anymore. It’s about to
happen. Too bad I have no earthly idea where I am. The snow is coming down
pretty heavily now, and I figure I better let my therapist know that I won’t be
making it to our session today. I am about to change, after all. My cell phone is
dead though, so I'd pulled over at the first phone booth I saw. They’re few and
far between these days, but this particular one is painted red, as if to shout
to passersby, “I WORK! USE ME! I’m much safer than talking on your cell phone
while you drive!”
I
climb out of the car, shivering a little as I jog towards the phone booth. It’s too damn cold for anyone to be out
here today, including me. A gust of icy wind slithers into my jacket, slipping
up the holes around my wrists, down the opening around my neck, through the
slits in the fabric that hug my buttons. I shove my hands into my pockets, even
though they don’t really offer much warmth. I should have brought some gloves,
but I don’t think I even own any. Guys like me don’t need gloves, because guys
like me usually stay inside when it’s ten degrees outside.
My coat flutters around my hips as the wind sneaks through
the crack in the door, blowing small flurries of the falling snow into the
booth with me, dusting my shoes like powdered sugar. As I grab the phone,
someone bangs on the door. It’s a pretty girl with curly brown hair and a smile
that matches the color of the phone booth. Her cherry red lips look like
something I’d like to taste, but I don’t have time for that right now. I’ve got
to get somewhere safe before I change.
Her eyes, which are the color of a dull
nickel, slowly rise to meet mine.
“Where the hell did you come from?” I
ask.
As I wait for her reply, I blow into my
hands and rub them together, hoping that will warm them up a little. She
frowns. Without a word, she reaches out and takes both of my hands between her
own.
“Why don’t you have on gloves?” she asks
me as she slowly starts to massage some warmth into my fingers.
It takes me a second to be able to force
my mind to produce words. Her hands feel like the scalding heat of a flame on
my near-frozen skin. My muscles are starting to twitch and clench under my
skin, and it throws off my concentration. I need to get out of here.
“I… um… I just needed to make a quick
call,” I finally manage to choke out. I slowly pull my hands away from hers and
shove them back into my jacket pockets. “Didn’t think I’d need them for such a
short time.”
“You live around here?” she asks.
I shake my head. “I have no idea where I
am, actually. I just started driving, and this is where I ended up.”
She smiles and takes a deep breath. “This
is probably the stupidest thing I’ve ever done, but you look like you could use
a hot meal and a nap. I actually followed you here because I saw how you’d been
weaving all over the road. I think… I think I can help you.”
Her voice trickles to a whisper and her
gaze falls to my chest. She looks… hungry, or something.
“But I don’t even know you,” I say with a smirk. “What
if you’re a rapist or a murderer?”
She raises an eyebrow, and looks me up
and down. My 6’3 frame next her small one is almost laughable. “Yeah. Like
that’s even possible.”
“Ok, ok. How do you know I’M not a rapist
or murderer?”
Her red lips curl into a grin. “I can see
the best and worst and people. And like I said, I think I can help you.”
There’s something about her—something
that’s drawing me to her, something I can’t put my finger on. I figure it can’t
hurt to have a pretty girl make me some soup and crash on her couch for the
night, so I follow her out into the snow. Everything else can wait.
***
A cloud of dust flies up from the
floorboards, as she drops her purse onto the floor of her tiny, old cabin, but
the girl walks right through it. It blankets her silhouette like a choking hand,
but she doesn’t seem to notice, or care. The cabin is unbearably hot, like the
way her hands felt when they melted into my skin earlier. It isn’t pleasant at
all. It’s like an electric shock to my system after being in the intense cold
outside. The musty smell of the old cabin turns my stomach.
I really shouldn’t have let her bring me
here. I’m about to change. I thought I could fight it for another day, but I
don’t think I can. I don’t want to hurt her, or anyone for that matter. But the
itching inside my bones is starting to get worse
“Um…miss?”
I say.
She snaps a glance over her shoulder.
“It’s Jana.”
“Right. Jana. I think you should leave
for a little while. I can’t… I can’t be… around people right now.”
I can barely finish the last sentence
because my teeth are starting to shift and dance inside my gums, and the pain
of my body contracting like a dying spider tears me from the inside out.
“Really…” I try to force the words
through my lips. “You need to go. Now.”
The change of cold to hot so quickly has
been my undoing. It has never affected me so quickly before. I close my eyes
and fall to my knees as agony shoots through every cell in my body.
Hands—hands as hot as fire—grab my
cheeks, and pull me back to my feet.
“Man up, dude. I’m here to help you,” she
says, her voice dark and low like it was sipped from a cup of fine espresso and
spewed through her lips. How does she know what I am?
“Nobody can help me… This… curse… is
permanent. I don’t want to hurt you, just go, ok?”
Her fingernails dig into my cheeks and pop
into my skin like needles. I can vaguely feel a warm stream of blood run down
my face. That doesn’t help with my problem. It just makes every hair on my body
stand on edge. A shudder rips through me and I can’t stop shaking. It’s about
to happen, I can feel it bubbling in my veins. This is always the worst part.
Oh
so I’ve always thought.
Her
hand explodes through my chest and wraps tightly around my heart. I fall to the
ground again, and this time she lets me. She falls with me, landing on top of
my torso as she squeezes her damn furnace fingers around my heart. I can’t even
make a sound, a scream, a whine, anything,
because her other hand is gripping my mouth like it’s been welded there.
Fire
rips through every pore, every vein, every breath, and I wish I would just die
already. It’s not fair that I have to feel this pain.
And then she’s gone. I take a gasping,
gulping breath and pull my hand to my chest, which is slick with my blood. But
there is no hole, no wound at all. I press my back into the cold hardwood
floor, and imagine my skin taking on the shape of the grain, my spine speckled
and dotted with knots where limbs used to grow.
One of the boards has a sharp, unsanded
corner, and every time I take a breath, it picks at the skin in the curve of my
lower back. The slight irritation is the only thing keeping me awake at this
point. I want to pass out, but I know I don’t really deserve that peace. I let
my hand slide off of my stomach and onto the floor. I don’t even flinch when
the blood on it spatters little droplets onto my side.
It suddenly starts to itch inside my
heart like it used to inside my bones right before I would change. I lose
myself in a coughing fit, and I’m afraid that this will make me explode into
million pieces.
I squeeze my eyes shut, and when I open
them again, I’m standing in a red phone booth. My coat flutters around my hips
as the wind sneaks through the crack in the door, blowing small flurries of the
falling snow into the booth with me, dusting my shoes like powdered sugar. As I
grab the phone to call a cab since I have no idea how I got here, someone bangs
on the door. It’s a pretty girl with curly brown hair and a smile that matches
the color of the phone booth. Her cherry red lips look like something I’d like
to taste, but I don’t have time for that right now. I’ve got to get somewhere
safe before I change.